Everything is fine now.
没事了，没事了。
Once again, i've let my problems pass.
After that "event", i've realised my father has grown much wiser. His at least 3 times calmer and clear-headed than he was a year ago. I'm so glad no ruckus was caused because of my insolence towards my parents. A year ago, he would have slapped me hard in the face for such a disrepectful, hooligan-like behaviour. But now they step back and see that i wasnt myself, and just left me to sort things out alone. Sorry Pa, Ma and Jason. I'm still such a novice.
Its Alright now!
Oh ya, lets have out a little "secret". The reason why im seemingly easy-going, nevermind attitude, is because the real me is the exact opposite. I'm extremely hot-tempered by nature and i cause alot of destruction once i lose my cool, i remember destroying all the furnitures at home, my parents had to have them changed... I fought with people in primary school, I punched girls, i slammed right into boy's groin area, lost my cool in secondary school and slapped my essay right onto the teacher's face when im unhappy with the result. When i'm gona get caned by my parents, i will forcefully snatch it and break it or throw it out of the window, and many more beast-like actions. Violent huh? Well, All those are a long time ago, when i was young and stupid. Yea, i seemed thin and useless rite? Well, strength is not always measured by muscles. Anyway, I grew up to learn how to be a "coward" to prevent getting into any sort of trouble.
And please dun think i dun scold vulgarities. Piss me off and u will see how many vulgarities u have never heard before. But er..wait wait, i'm not at all proud of all these facts. If not i wouldn't have changed would I?
But i just want people to know that, i'm not the guai gia you all guys think i am. Im really a direct opposite. And i'm not afraid of letting ppl noe abit of my past as its already a past. But some remains of the past still resides within me.
So dearest Dinah, im not the "justin that is as nice as ever". Somebody asked me last year, if i was a boy who was protected by girls during secondary school years, since im like guai guai, music music kinda guy. I kept quiet at that time. But now i will reply. Answer: NO. I fend for myself, i stand up for myself, i protect myself. I dunnid people's protection. When i'm in the wrong, i face the music alone.
And one last thing: I'm someone who is never responsible for my own well-being, but my responsibility for others can never be questioned, when i'm on a task, do or die, one way or another, i will fulfill it, or i will repay the debt that i owe on the following occasion.People who questions my responsbility know NUTS about me.
Great, now people know abit more about me. What i've said today can link to many "supposedly unrelated" issues over the years. Only less than a handful will know and link them up.
Maybe after today, people will shun me, people will think im a crazy asshole, people may think i'm talking cock, but i'm fine with it. It doesnt bother me. Yes, it doesnt. Because...
Everyone has secrets, everyone has pasts. Its about how you walk out of them.
Alright, talk cock session is over.
Please enjoy the little tune i've just uploaded, Titled "Lakeside"
AND OI! LIVERPOOL IS IN TOWN!
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